2011
12.07

Wishes

Some days I just wish I had the courage to end my life.

The pain of living one more hour, let alone one more day is unbearable. Not just emotional pain, but physical pain the result of having no medical or dental benefits for 6 years… another order which was ignored and excused by the court.

Documenting what they have done and are doing to me tears me apart, but if I do not do it, no one will.

If I didn’t survive another day, they wouldn’t have me to victimize further.

I’ve learned that the truth does not matter… and NO ONE CARES.

I wish I could do something to end it… the only choice is suicide… and unfortunately, I just can’t do that. I wish that I could and understand and envy the ones who had the courage to find relief.

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