Kathy McMahon entered my situation on June 20, 2011 through Facebook. She offered to publicize my longstanding situation. I recognized the possibility that in all liklihood she was just another ‘Handler’ but gave her the benefit of the doubt and played along. It ended just like every other ‘Handler’ situation. They disappear, and when asked what happened. They attack me for expecting them to deliver what they offered. Then delete their account, or block me.

It has happened so many times, I no longer let the false hope destroy me. I take the power from the thought that someone might really help, and set my expectations for the reality that they are likely players in this game of destruction. There are always clues to the deception. I have pointed things out and caused them to come up with the most ridiculous explanations. All the while taking power from the false hope they provided.

I wrote to Kathy McMahon the other day:

“Disappointed that you also disappeared. I thought you might have been real. Been sincere… I haven’t found that in a long time.”

The Response was right from the same script as everyone else who had disappeared in the last 5 years:

Hey Thomas
others have real issues in their lives too
I passed your info onto fintan, its up to him
I have my son’s anniversary coming up and Fintan’s mom is unwell so he has been spending time with her
maybe your problem is you demand a lot of attention for yourself without understanding that other people have problems they too are trying to deal with in their personal lives

Maybe my problem is that the forces working against me are constantly pretending to be working for me. They are exhausted that they have not been succesful in obtaining my suicide. No one has won the bonus.

When I tried to reply, I was blocked. As has happened each time in the last 5 years. To me that kind of confirms the original intent. It suggests that they have a conscience, and that THEY don’t want to be reminded of what they have done to me.

My Response to Kathy McMahon:

You entered my situation. You provided some hope. I took that possibility and it empowered me to survive another day. I knew it was false hope, but denied it to gain the strength to endure another day. And when it all comes down, you did not deliver. And you blame me?

I’ve been through 5 years of these experiences. Each has been the same. Set me up to believe in the help you are offering, turn your back and disappear, and then blame me if I ask what happened.

Thomas is dead because of actions like these. I am Terance.

I have not been driven to suicide as Thomas had been. He survived 10 years, to be ignored even in his flaming suicide in front of a courthouse. Did you do the same thing to Thomas? Is there a reward for being the last ‘handler’ to act before the target commits suicide?

Just another in the series of Handler activities. Designed to demoralize and weaken my spirit. The group of Handlers who arrived in June 2011 was big, with lots of information about things which had nothing to do with them. Volumes of information designed to make the target believe he was out of his ever lovin’ mind. I’ve been very careful not to adopt the ‘insanity’ of others.

One necessary thing in their stories and documents is that they must find a way to connect to me. A simple truth, which has happened to me, they then weave that into their story to convince me of their wild experience. Again, it’s been 5 years of these experiences. I’ve learned to take my experience and accept parts of their corroborating story as a receipt. That receipt is a sanity check which can be banked. They had to put a little truth in to convince me to believe them at all. But these folks have stories that are just plain insanity. THE ONION NEWS NETWORK could be their version of the nightly news.

A sociopath is somebody who exhibits sociopathy, who behaves in a way that suggests a lack of conscience. Unlike the average human, a sociopath does not feel any sense of guilt or remorse when committing morally wrong actions or actions that their society deems unacceptable. Because of this utter lack of fear for the sanctions of society, sociopaths take advantage of the social system and use manipulation and amoral behaviors to obtain their goals. The types of behaviors they exhibit are those that would make someone with a conscience uncomfortable.

Note to the Handlers: I can tell who you are and what you are from the first email. Thank you for confirming my story. There is no cure for your sociopathy. I am pleased for you that you have found a way to take a psychological disorder and make it a career advantage. Congratulations on making the best of YOUR situation.

[ Handlers whom I have met personally are included among the people listed in this post. ]

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